You hold my head with both your hands

Know I never had this planned

And I just don't understand

Why I'm crying

How did things turn out so hard

Like I barely even started

And this job won't get me far

But I'm trying

What can I do

When I lose

The parts of me I always loved the most

Nothing new

Feeling blue

Loving you

This is all I've got to give

And I don't know what it is

Have I lost my will to live

Just like my buddies

I heard Brad is dead and gone

I heard Tristan won't last long

I heard J blew out his lungs

And his momma saw it

What can I do

When I lose

The parts of me I always loved the most

Nothing new

Feeling blue

Loving you

Sometimes sadness sinks so deep

You can't even fall asleep

And it hurts too much to weep

'Till years later

I wish no one ever died

I wish I felt whole inside

I wish everybody cried

And someone held them

What can I do

When I lose

The parts of me I swear I loved the most

Nothing new

Feeling blue

Loving you

Nothing new

Feeling blue

Loving you